December 2009
28 posts
a new year.
i hope everyone has a pleasant new year’s eve, one that starts their new year off on a good note.
one of my goals this year is to make sure my friends know how much i care for and love them. i worry that they don’t realize this, and you never know when the last time you’ll ever see them is.
so, to my friends, i love you, so much. you all mean the world to me. my words will...
I've been watching wedding shows all afternoon...
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and I’m in such a sappy mood now. I’ve been tearing up at the end of all of them when they say “I do” and kiss. I’m such a loser.
my old roommate and i would do the same thing…watch wedding shows all day and get sappy. we promised to invite each other to our respective weddings and we let each other in on the super secret wedding plans we’d made. there’s no...
“A year’s final sigh
and the stealing of my breath.
Put your hand in mine.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via indigodaisies)
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observation.
i’m looking for the wrong sort of beauty, only peeling back one layer at a time and never putting forth proper effort. i seek the easy appeal, the gentle smile and the starry, distant eyes, the way you move when you’re next to me and the ripple of muscle under skin. should i be peeling back more layers, then? what difference will it make when we’re all the same inside? truth is,...
brooks.
i watched an honors program on the television last night. one of the honorees was mel brooks. that man is my hero. i wish i had half the genius he does.
watching the proceedings, seeing how humbled he was by the things his peers were saying, how highly people thought of him, seeing how much he’d affected american, even global culture was sincerely life-changing for me. i made a decision,...
happy birthday.
i turn twenty today.
hmm.
this is dedicated to the majority of my friends.
my well-meaning pressure and dwindling motivation to move beyond myself is lackluster when i look at you and see what i wish i could be.
“It’s always wrong to hate, it’s never wrong to love.”
– Lady GaGa on FUSE. (via fuckyeahladygaga)
“Don’t forget to follow your dreams and always be yourself. You know what you can...”
– Lady Gaga (via fuckyeahladygaga)
thank you, gagaloo.
murmurs.
you are my best kept secret, the one i want to share the most. i want them to know and envy us, but instead i’ll keep my lips shut. they don’t know it, none of them, but this space is reserved for you. the space beside me, wherever i am, it’s for you and only you can claim it, my silent dream, my unnoticed want, my little whisper war. you are my best kept secret, the one i...
The Gaga Prayer
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Our GaGa who art in Disco HeavenGlorious be thy name Thy Fame will come Your Fashion become on Earth as it is in Disco Heaven Give us this day, our daily Monster And forgive us our opposing fan bashing As we listen to your timeless hits In hopes, others shall do the same And lead us not into a...
thought.
today, a friend told me about how a visitor to her room discovered the things i wrote with the word magnets on the back of her desk. she told me the visitor was impressed with my work. i can’t remember a time i was more flattered. i always am so humbled when someone tells me they enjoy the things i create. it makes me feel relevant again, and i thrive on that feeling.
thanks, stranger. i am...
calm face.
you faded faster than i thought and while i tried to catch it in the rolling film of my photographic memory i was distracted by what you were leaving behind.
fame.
sometimes, i get excited for the people who are going places; the new singers, writers, actors, whoever - anyone who’s living their dream. other times, i get really jealous of them, because i’m not there yet.
yet.
i wish i understood what i was listening to.
i wish i had better words to give you (since they’re the only thing i have to offer) but these will have to do; hear me, please, and listen. i don’t need your actions, your promises. i need your truth and your right-now decision. please don’t let me scare you off, this is overwhelming me as well. stop me if i go too far. i’d go too far, if it meant keeping you. do you...
a secret.
i love the idea of flash mobs. they remind me that life can be a musical, sometimes. i want to be in one/witness one someday.